Cassie ward

I love being more confident in who I am and less worried about what the world may think. I love my personality, boldness and humor. I never knew I was quite so entertaining; always fearful of being judged. I love me at this point in life. I know what I like and what I don't like. I don't waste time pleasing anymore. Having no control over body and looks with some health issues has been blessing in disguise. I've been able to overlook imperfections and appreciate photos and memories.

I workout now to stay mentally healthy instead of skinny .. not comparing myself to every woman I meet. I am me and I love her. I want to be able to be around a long time for my kids and future grandkids. I will fight age with Botox and filler though, I cannot lie! I love the excitement of being able to enhance what God gave me. Independence is a wonderful feeling as well, the ability to take care of myself is exhilarating.

I would pay medical bills, fix my house up to sell so I could move in to the country with my parents and become self sufficient. I would also split between my two sons to begin good lives with their loved ones. My father made it possible for my mom and I to live a good life after he passed. I would like to do the same for my kids so they can live and follow their dreams without having to worry about finances. I want them to have memories like I did growing up.